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in my heart of hearts there is only a scar. i operate within the lines, and i see the margin but i'm on the outside. no forward thinking can stop me from falling behind. i might have lost a step, but i'll take it in stride. i'm afraid to sleep cuz my true thoughts will come out. honest expressions of death and doubt. and nowadays i cry without a sound so i don't wake my inner demons. oh how they linger. waiting so still, i can't think straight, it's my head they fill. i revel in the pain cuz it means i'm still feeling but the open wound means i'm never healing. i could have a one night stand, but it's those other seven days when i still feel lost. cuz while time is speeding up and slipping away, all i want is for someone to stay.

i need a kiss from lady luck to put some wind behind my sails. guide me, show me, help me blaze my own trail. ill give her a ring to keep her by my side cuz she is one of a kind and until death do us part, she can hold my heart. and i will love her so until i die. with you so far away, all i do is watch the clock. i hold its hands to keep them from turning, but its yours i really want. its like time and distance are running a race and i'm in dead last. i could run forever but they move too fast. i would never catch up. it's love i'm chasing after, but not quickly enough.