I Feel Followed

I try to run for cover but my mind is slowed down by the clutter. I know it was you who put me in a blindfold. It all felt so orchestrated. How are you so damn cold. It all felt so coordinated. My family's just a name that won't control my thoughts. I spend too much time in all these hard fought battles lost. I shouldn't bother to fight. My past is always shadowing me. But now I'm turning on the light.