6.24.10

Funny how it can all fade away in an instant. It gives no warning, it has no reason. All I’m left with is feeling distant. Left alone to move on, but barely breathin’. In all my memories you tell me how you’re so very proud. I don’t know where I went wrong but I’d give anything to hear one more laugh aloud. I may be going through the motions but I’ve never been so stuck. My mind is working in circles, I’ve run out of luck. No matter what I do, just can’t reverse my fortunes. I’d rather drive it all out of proportion. I won’t ever buckle my belt. I’d rather learn from the pain I felt. If only I could right my wrongs as easily as I write these rhymes. All these words are just a waste of time. In trying to find something clever to say, I’ve done nothing but let it all slip away. Now I'd rather have what I know is wrong because I know not all the feeling's gone.